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Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Emotional Day!

Today has been such a hard day and I know it will continue. I am 11 weeks 6 days today. On January 2, 2009 I was 11 weeks 6 days. At 9am that morning Daniel and I were having our lives changed forever. We were being told that our baby Zachary had stopped growing. At 12pm I was in the hospital awaiting the surgery that would remove Zachary from my body. That was the hardest day of ours lives. I have thought alot about Zachary today. I have shed many tears. It still hurts so much. Being pregnant again doesn't make the pain go away, it just brings happiness into the mix of pain. We will never know what kind of little boy Zachary would have been but we know he was loved, is loved sooooo much. So today has been a very rough day. Please keep us in your prayers. And please keep this little baby I am carrying in your prayers. We are still so scared about the next appt.
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  1. JessJune 9, 2009 at 11:24 AM

    Shawna, I have a question and I am in no means trying to upset you by asking this, but how did you know it was a boy? I've just been really curious. Again, I do not mean anything by this and I'm so sorry for what you have been through.

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  2. AnonymousJune 9, 2009 at 2:55 PM

    I know today is hard for you. We have felt this pain as well. We will be in prayer for you guys and just know God is looking down on you and has once again given you a great blessing. You will never forget your first but this pregnancy and baby will be blessed to have you guys as parents.

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  3. RebeccaJune 9, 2009 at 3:03 PM

    praying for you, as always. i know it's hard to deal with each and every day.

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